I know the front page of this website says it will focus on the positive, but ya'll I need to bitch for a moment.
So as we all know I am in the middle of packing my stuff after my relationship ended. I have decided to move in with my sister for a few months until I buy a home. I don't want to rent anymore. So I am packing, and saving, and packing, and saving.
Well right now I hate the packing part. It's not because of all the crap I have but because I have to decide what can go to storage and what can go with me to my sisters house. AND if for some odd reason I don't think I need it, I am making sure to put a very specific description on the box just in case I need to make a trip to the storage unit. Which would also make it an easy grab for any storage thieves. So it is very organized to say the least... and those who know me... I am not an organized mover. So this is just taking me a little bit longer to pack... of course because this is out of the norm for me. But I have to say I am so proud of myself.
In addition to having to pack and save, I took my kitten over to my sisters house already, just so he can get used to her doggies and house now, and also because the house is starting to get shown and I don't want him to run out. Now if any of you want to use the previous sentence as an example to a run-on sentence, go for it, I refuse to fix it. It was heartbreaking to take him over there, I was definitely sad. I lost my cuddle buddy temporarily. However, I know she will treat him like he is her own. I also love that I get video and picture updates of my buddy. He has already warmed up to them and started kneading them.
So right now I hate moving. Which like I said I am hoping to buy in a few months. Which means I have been on Pinterest looking for decorating tips. It's been my escape the last few days. I am making this horrendous time a more positive one, because as ya'll know I try to find the positive in everything. So this moving has got me ready to decorate. I have a ton of ideas now. Which is exciting, because I am no longer thinking about how horrible the move or mortgage process will be. I have created a light at the end of the tunnel.
So whenever you are in a horrible place in your life, make the future your goal. Keep your focus on the goal, the light at the end of the tunnel, your future, whatever you want to call it, it is there waiting for you. So while this is a tough time in my life, and it feels like I am taking a couple steps back, in a few months it will be one giant leap forward to get me back on track on my goals in life.
Now I need to get back to packing... and cleaning... and saving.